June 23rd, 2002 11:55 P.M.

You know, I haven’t been home in a few days, so I’ve done a lot of thinking. I have been doing a ton of talking with different people in the past couple days and there are some significant things that are happening. I don’t know, I guess most of these are just observations. not sure though. like this..

Why is it that the friends that you were really good friends with in school, even outside of school, but during school.. are now the friends who really don’t call you anymore or just don’t ask you to hang out and stuff? Not sure. I was thinking about that. It’s kind of sad really. Some of my friends are just giving up? Why is that?

Speaking of giving up. I’m in kind of a weird mood. My stomach is hurting. I’m tired. I’ve been up since 5:30 AM, so it’s like to the point where I am just “.. uh?.. what am I doing with my life?..” that kind of thing.


ps. I kinda wonder why this journal is weird. a lot of questions, very open-ended. i dunno?

By Shay

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