Joy In Trials

I can’t seem to figure out what is wrong with my body. Constantly I am getting sick. Whether I am coughing, sneezing, wheezing, or even throwing up. I’m doing one of these things during the entire year. I know for sure it gets worst when the weather changes, but no one can seem to prescribe me the correct medicine to heal me. I am struggling with having true joy during my trials like James 1 talks about. Maybe I’m not cut out for this. I made a comment today to Bethany and I said, “.. Why can’t we just die.” “…To live is Christ and to die is gain..” (Phil. 2) is what Paul said in Philippians. Heaven would be so much better. Anyways.. I’ve got some stuff to do… peace.