Category: Personal

This picture is one of my favorites right now. It really has captured how I am feeling at the moment. Cause it’s interesting. I am feeling perfectly fine and actually just cleaned my desk and am in a good mood, but there’s still something missing. You know? I think this picture captures that. Maybe everyone just thinks it’s exactly like the last picture, but I think it’s different. And once again, it’s my site, my rules, my cam.

I think I miss home. I think I’m tired. I think I’m ready for my break. Did you ever think you would be where you would be today? I mean, really, think about it. I don’t even live with my parents anymore?.. what happened? I’m not even exactly sure how that worked out, or even why. Do you kids miss home? If you are home, do you ever miss your friends who aren’t home? just a thought.

Tonight at 6 I went to my boss’s house for a shift-lead dinner he threw for the managers at my store. It was very fun. I really enjoyed myself. He gave us all day-planners as a small gift, it’s pretty cool. And after dinner we all played Balderdash. That was hilarious, people were making up the funniest words and phrases and stuff. It was great.

You know what was weird. Tonight, after the dinner which ended at 10, I had to go to work out of dress-code and close the store. My boss couldn’t get any body to cover the closing shift because we were all at his house, so I had to go and close the place. It was weird because I was in sandals and shorts. I don’t know, whatever. Finals are coming next week and tomorrow is my last day of classes. So pray for me, that I will do well studying this weekend as I have some extra time off from work. You kids are awesome, hope your lives are going well. see yah..

Shay

ps. during Christmas break we get kicked out of our dorms, so I have no idea about my cam updates during that time. so don’t get mad if you don’t hear from me from Dec. 13th to January 13th. ok?.. just a little warning. bye now.

I loved my hair that day in that picture. It was just a good hair day.

Anyways, tonight I closed at work. It was the longest close ever. Not because I had to stay longer or anything like that, but the fact that there was like 2 customers per hour and for the last hour we did nothing. And when I’m working it’s not like I can just shut everything down. I have to do everything by standards and stuff, so it makes it tough sometimes. So, I got home about a half an hour ago and I’m tired as crap. That’s why I didn’t take a new picture, because I look all tired right now and didn’t really feel like wasting a good picture on a sucky looking face. lol?.. that was a weird sentence.

It’s all Skyler’s fault. That guy is always trying to make things bad for me. Ok, I was kidding about that, he really doesn’t try to screw things up for me I was just joking :). But I am tired, and I have a busy day ahead of me tomorrow. I might skip chapel. We’ll have to see though. I can only miss 2 more of those before something bad happens to me. But I’m not exactly sure what bad is supposed to happen?.. hhm.. I am skipping on Wednesday for sure. I think there are only 2 more chapels after that, so maybe I will skip tomorrow.. we’ll have to find out in a few short hours. I need sleep, you kids have a good day and enjoy your Thanksgivings if I don’t get to talk to you before I leave.

Shay

Today was different. Not sure why? I had a quiz, and I wasn’t stressed, and I did well on it. I had 3 classes, and I didn’t sleep in any of them. The class I usually don’t like the most, was probably the best class of today. I have an hour until work, but I am not stressed about closing the store tonight. Hey, even my hair turned out ok today! :).. (oh man, I’m going to get some emails about that last sentence ;0)

But seriously, I’m sitting here listening to music in my apartment by myself and I am just enjoying the thoughts going through my head. Last night I wanted to write some poems or something, I haven’t done that in a while. I guess I haven’t had or made time to do those kinds of things. I really think that I should start making time for other things. I’m not saying that I should study less, but there have been nights where I just sat around. Maybe sitting on our couch just watching the Christmas tree, or watching the guys play video games. I don’t know, I guess I’m always wanting a little change in my life. Some things should never change, but small things, yeah, I could use a change in them sometimes.

I think I am going to head out, but I want you kids to know that I appreciate how you support my site. I’m glad everyone enjoys it. Hope your week has started off well, see you in a bit.

Shay

So I found this picture in my files today. I know it’s not even close to the date, but I thought it was a good one. I was at my dads work in that photo and I found that sign and I thought it was funny.

This weekend I went home and actually stayed for a couple of days. My parents are supposedly going to be moving to another town this week, but we’ll see what happens. Throughout my life they have said many things that are similar to this, but most of the time it never happens. But to be honest, this time they actually sound like they are going to do it. So, when I went home my house was completely empty, it was weird. so anyways..

But getting back, so, before I went home my friend Zach, and Sara B. came down. (don’t confuse Sara B. with any other Sara(h).. they have “h’s” in her name, but she doesn’t). And they came down and watched the opening basketball game at my school, which was cool because the last point they did an alley oop and it was it awesome. I felt good about it. uh?.. I’m going to go now. see ya

Hi. Man, this is great. I’m back in the game, and I feel good, real good. Check out that photo, oh man, it’s great. I went to the library the other day and I was relaxing and working on homework, but get this: I stayed in the library from 1:00P-7:30P (only taking a break for food from 5:00-5:30).. can you believe that?.. it was fun though. I got a ton of studying done. hhm..

Enough of that. How about you kids? I haven’t heard much from anyone. Everyone is either too busy (like me) or they are just not emailing anymore. SIGN MY GUESTBOOK.. or do something that let’s me know “Shay, I’m still here for you.” I just don’t feel the love these days. :(.. so sad.. so…. .sad..

It’s hot in this room right now. The weather here went from straight rain for 3 days to 80 degree, nice spring weather?.. isn’t that weird? Oh, going back to the library thing; I’m finding that it REALLY is a great place to study. Cause everyone is doing the same thing, and it’s quiet, well, at least until some guy sees someone he knows and they decide to share everything from birth to present with each other. oh man, I hate that. But sometimes I just put on my headphones and listen to music while doing work, it shuts out everything that’s going on around me.. ok, I’m outta here, you kids have been great..

Shay

Ps. I need to shave.